It's been a while...
So.. it's been a while since I actually posted a worthwhile entry. It's not because I haven't had the time, I just really haven't felt like it. I haven't felt like expressing any of my thoughts or emotions to everyone. I've been keeping a lot to myself, or just telling one or two people, here and there what's on my mind. I'll let you all in on something, I've been a wreck lately, an emotional wreck. A lot has happened since I last updated. I'll leave it at that. I don't feel like going into details about anything.
What is the point of this entry then? I guess it is to show how I now keep most of what I feel to myself, I've become a closed door, not letting anyone, or very few people at most inside. I've began to keep to myself a lot more. I haven't hung out with as many people as of late as I used to. Mostly not on purpose, but that doesn't change the fact that I have been doing things alone for the most part.
I've thought about doing what Elisabeth did and not post here for a while. I've also thought about quitting aim for a while. Whether I really want to or not is a matter of question. What would I be trying to prove to myself?
Well anyways, I don't feel like explaining any of my thoughts, or what has been going on in my life. So I don't have much else to say. This upcoming week is the last of my freshman year in college and I have jr. prom to go to with Nicole. That's about it.
If you care to know anything, or want to do something with me you can always call or im me. As for myself.. idk I'm just really distant from everyone right now, so don't expect me to make plans with anyone, or to even im anyone for a little while.. It's just the way I've been feeling as of late...
That is all..
What is the point of this entry then? I guess it is to show how I now keep most of what I feel to myself, I've become a closed door, not letting anyone, or very few people at most inside. I've began to keep to myself a lot more. I haven't hung out with as many people as of late as I used to. Mostly not on purpose, but that doesn't change the fact that I have been doing things alone for the most part.
I've thought about doing what Elisabeth did and not post here for a while. I've also thought about quitting aim for a while. Whether I really want to or not is a matter of question. What would I be trying to prove to myself?
Well anyways, I don't feel like explaining any of my thoughts, or what has been going on in my life. So I don't have much else to say. This upcoming week is the last of my freshman year in college and I have jr. prom to go to with Nicole. That's about it.
If you care to know anything, or want to do something with me you can always call or im me. As for myself.. idk I'm just really distant from everyone right now, so don't expect me to make plans with anyone, or to even im anyone for a little while.. It's just the way I've been feeling as of late...
That is all..