im a loser..
its offical...im a loser.
i dont even know why i came back..
of course for my friends....but i have nothing here, i....i...i dont even know anymore...but i do know that i AM in fact a loser. I like the biggest dick head, who rather ignore me and the fact that i DO have feelings for him and totally blow me off, and then on top of it talk about my best friend and a few others about how hot they are and shit that makes me realize how horriblely disgusting i AM. And for all the bueatiful people who are gunna comment and say oh sarah you are pretty and all that shit...please dont...it will just make me feel worse. You guys all get mad at me for saying how i dont like my self and putting my self down, but this is why i have NO self-confidence at all, b/c every guy ive ever liked has left me for a pretty girl with a cute body.....and everytimt it just gets harder...
well he got what he wanted and then i left and its like he got rid of me, YAY no more sarah. then i come back and its yeah lets just ignore her..well no! i dont deserve that.
i was just expecting to come home and have everything the same where it all was left off at...
and the worse part is i still like him.....
GOD im such a loser
i dont even know why i came back..
of course for my friends....but i have nothing here, i....i...i dont even know anymore...but i do know that i AM in fact a loser. I like the biggest dick head, who rather ignore me and the fact that i DO have feelings for him and totally blow me off, and then on top of it talk about my best friend and a few others about how hot they are and shit that makes me realize how horriblely disgusting i AM. And for all the bueatiful people who are gunna comment and say oh sarah you are pretty and all that shit...please dont...it will just make me feel worse. You guys all get mad at me for saying how i dont like my self and putting my self down, but this is why i have NO self-confidence at all, b/c every guy ive ever liked has left me for a pretty girl with a cute body.....and everytimt it just gets harder...
well he got what he wanted and then i left and its like he got rid of me, YAY no more sarah. then i come back and its yeah lets just ignore her..well no! i dont deserve that.
i was just expecting to come home and have everything the same where it all was left off at...
and the worse part is i still like him.....
GOD im such a loser