SHOT-GUN! <~~haha dana!
ok. i went out with dana and kevin today. we went to evans house and shit. it was fun. i pounced on danas ass. lol HA!
school sucks. its not fun anymore. i rather have a full time job and just get my ged. atleast then i wouldnt have to worry about the fcats or whos "talking shit". god people are so gay. haha. i just seems that recently all the sudden people are talking shit, but before everything was nice and everyone was friends. why cant people grow up and get over it. or atleast not announce that they know what people are saying but wont tell, and their SUPPOSED to be your "good friend". but w/e its petty kid shit.
im feeling pretty shitty lately. its a constant feeling of lonliness and no matter who im around i feel i have no one. its sad. i think im such a loser sometimes. i cant get a job, i suck at school. my "friends" rather talk shit about me, and the one guy i relly have liked in a long time since..well since robbie, has pretty much left me. its the worst feeling. and all i want is someone to talk to or something i dont know what. but i havent felt this bad since before i was on meds, whats wrong with me? why am i so sad? why cant i be happy? why cant he like me again? theres just all these question i want answered and it looks impossible for them to be answered.
i think hes really mad at me. i didnt mean to do what i did. it was a mistake. i hope hes not ignoring me.
ive been shopping alot lately. i think im a shop-a-holic. actually i think its my way of taking my mind of things, avoid shit. it sucks. i just wanna cry.
school sucks. its not fun anymore. i rather have a full time job and just get my ged. atleast then i wouldnt have to worry about the fcats or whos "talking shit". god people are so gay. haha. i just seems that recently all the sudden people are talking shit, but before everything was nice and everyone was friends. why cant people grow up and get over it. or atleast not announce that they know what people are saying but wont tell, and their SUPPOSED to be your "good friend". but w/e its petty kid shit.
im feeling pretty shitty lately. its a constant feeling of lonliness and no matter who im around i feel i have no one. its sad. i think im such a loser sometimes. i cant get a job, i suck at school. my "friends" rather talk shit about me, and the one guy i relly have liked in a long time since..well since robbie, has pretty much left me. its the worst feeling. and all i want is someone to talk to or something i dont know what. but i havent felt this bad since before i was on meds, whats wrong with me? why am i so sad? why cant i be happy? why cant he like me again? theres just all these question i want answered and it looks impossible for them to be answered.
i think hes really mad at me. i didnt mean to do what i did. it was a mistake. i hope hes not ignoring me.
ive been shopping alot lately. i think im a shop-a-holic. actually i think its my way of taking my mind of things, avoid shit. it sucks. i just wanna cry.