Aug 25, 2004 17:48
Things. Happening. I was so happier earlier today when I was listening to my josh kelly CD then all of a sudden I started to think about somethign can't remember what it was then I was like you know what william you aren't really sad and I perked right up. The thing is am I really happy or did I just repress something. I've been sorta (not really) going back to what ameri and jessica said to me about not having emotions but then again I agree with my previous decision that it doesn't matter if its fake happy or real happy if I can't tell the difference. Well I'm tired and I need to run more and all my grades are going down but I'm happy ... I swear lol