In Memory of James Allen Stanfield, 03/19/86-10/01/02
Well, this is the first time I've ever dealt with death like this. And I only know them through the internet. But that doesn't matter. Whether face-to-face or through magic electrical shit or whatever the internet is, human beings are still human beings, and capable of becoming friends no matter how they interact.
I don't know what more I could say at this point, I've already said plenty on AFD earlier. I just had so much hope; maybe I just didn't want to accept the fact that he could really die... But he's gone now. And it's such a tragic loss.
I think I'm done crying for now. When I heard it I just could breathe, felt this pain in my heart. It all hurts so much, though I'm feeling more empty now... But like I've been saying, I'll spend the rest of my time cherishing the good times. Jim was one of the truly great people out there, and he could've done so much had he been allowed to live his life to the fullest.
I don't know what more I could say at this point, I've already said plenty on AFD earlier. I just had so much hope; maybe I just didn't want to accept the fact that he could really die... But he's gone now. And it's such a tragic loss.
I think I'm done crying for now. When I heard it I just could breathe, felt this pain in my heart. It all hurts so much, though I'm feeling more empty now... But like I've been saying, I'll spend the rest of my time cherishing the good times. Jim was one of the truly great people out there, and he could've done so much had he been allowed to live his life to the fullest.