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well i quit my job..i got tired of the bitch making me feel bad for having bad days...and to top it off all she did was complain about how much money she was'nt making, yet on days when she had busy days with customers all over the place she would complain about it.
tired of being her monkey working for less than minimum wage, which in the state of texas is around $5.75 an hour.
i'm not working anywhere, and neither is the hubby, but i do have one prospective job that might work out for me by the end of october. in the mean time i will be relying on help to pay bills and have a roof over my head from my parents or his.
i guess sometimes when you look at the whole scheme of things, what seems like total chaos was actually a peaceful time, then when the storm hits it makes you run for cover only to find out there's no cover at all.
I've come to rely on living on the faith, that only the Lady actually watches over me. Sad but true, yes i know it sounds very fundie but at this time in my life, if i can't rely on a deity to help me get from day to day without wanting to kill myself or others, then that's the way it will be.
I have very few friends to rely on, mainly because they don't live close enough for me to maintain a regular relationship, or the other fact that I've begun to see is that I've outgrown them. Nothing I have to offer anymore seems to matter, except that when there's no one else to find for comfort they always seem to seek me out to cry on my shoulder.
oh well...........life is a bowl of cherries, and once you've eaten through the whole bowl, there's nothing left of it but stems and a tummy ache.
tired of being her monkey working for less than minimum wage, which in the state of texas is around $5.75 an hour.
i'm not working anywhere, and neither is the hubby, but i do have one prospective job that might work out for me by the end of october. in the mean time i will be relying on help to pay bills and have a roof over my head from my parents or his.
i guess sometimes when you look at the whole scheme of things, what seems like total chaos was actually a peaceful time, then when the storm hits it makes you run for cover only to find out there's no cover at all.
I've come to rely on living on the faith, that only the Lady actually watches over me. Sad but true, yes i know it sounds very fundie but at this time in my life, if i can't rely on a deity to help me get from day to day without wanting to kill myself or others, then that's the way it will be.
I have very few friends to rely on, mainly because they don't live close enough for me to maintain a regular relationship, or the other fact that I've begun to see is that I've outgrown them. Nothing I have to offer anymore seems to matter, except that when there's no one else to find for comfort they always seem to seek me out to cry on my shoulder.
oh well...........life is a bowl of cherries, and once you've eaten through the whole bowl, there's nothing left of it but stems and a tummy ache.