Damn it all!
FUCK!
I miss my friend.
I miss the friendship that was there.
I want it back. I'd give almost anything for things to be back how they were 2 months ago.
Well...
Almost anything.
I miss being messaged out of the blue.
I miss being asked to hang out for no reason but to hang out.
Will this ever be again? I don't know... time will tell.
I didn't want this change. I didn't even want the things that caused the change. But, here it is.
I'll just cope and move on as best I can...
And I will keep open the door for my friend.
I hope he comes back when things have settled and he no longer needs to worry about coping with things.
The things that are bothering him are passing.
Rather... they are transforming into something he doesn't have to cope with.
They are transforming me.
I miss my friend.
I miss the friendship that was there.
I want it back. I'd give almost anything for things to be back how they were 2 months ago.
Well...
Almost anything.
I miss being messaged out of the blue.
I miss being asked to hang out for no reason but to hang out.
Will this ever be again? I don't know... time will tell.
I didn't want this change. I didn't even want the things that caused the change. But, here it is.
I'll just cope and move on as best I can...
And I will keep open the door for my friend.
I hope he comes back when things have settled and he no longer needs to worry about coping with things.
The things that are bothering him are passing.
Rather... they are transforming into something he doesn't have to cope with.
They are transforming me.