Time for an update.
So how have my past few days been? Eh, kind of so so, more confusing than anything.
The vRO chat is having great turnouts, which I am really happy about. I'm glad I could finally pitch my hand into helping there somehow. Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
So I worked 8-4 yesterday, which is a shift I love working. After that, I came home and chatted with some people online until my dad decided to kick me off (screw you dad!) He's become so obsessed with online pool it's scary. He'll probably kick me off later tonight. Anyways, so while he was online, I called Woody! Oh my gosh, he's so adorable, and he sounds JUST like Dustin on the phone. @_@;; Which was kind of freaky but still. We got to talking about games and stuff, and now since then, I'm having the urge to play console games again. It's been a while, but it would give me something to do besides get online. Now I kind of wish my dad didn't take my tv from me. =(
So today, got up around 10 since I had to work at noon. Made my dad cook me some cheese eggs, had a big glass of milk, then ran to work. I started feeling kind of funny right before I left, but I shrugged it off. Then when I got there and started working, I really started feeling like shit, getting really dizzy and just felt all around blah. My face felt hot, but I felt cold. I told Mary Beth I thought I was going to fall over, so she told me to either go sit in the office or sit in the floor. I sat down at Chads register talkin to him for a little while, before I got back up and started working again. When Teresa got off her break, she came up to me and goes "Oh dear, look how red you are!" Then she felt my face and said I was burning up. I didn't really feel like I was running a fever, but I told her and Chad I was going to go sit in the office, to scream if they needed me. That was at 1pm. It was 1:45pm next I knew, and thats when Josh shook me and told me to go on home. I felt bad for leaving, but I couldn't really stand up. I was about to get up and leave, but I knew I wouldn't be able to drive home feeling like that, so Mary Beth offered to take me home. Everyone kept saying how red my face looked and stuff...so I guess I was really out of it.
Came home and turned my computer on. Kind of have just idled back and forth. Laid down earlier for a little bit and watched some TV (Woo Rugrats! XD), and ate some chicken soup. The only sucky thing was having to take medicine, because I hate taking medicine with a passion, especially pills, since I use to abuse them. Anytime I try to swallow one, it just wants to come right back up. Eww ._.
Mom is cooking spagetti now, and I'm starving, though I'm still not feeling 100%. Josh told me if I didn't want to work tomorrow, to let them know and he'd have Chad come in for me. I'm debating it though. That would only give me 2 days of work this week, but it would be good rest time for me.
Through all my tough time I've been having lately, I've found one rock of strength that I trust now more than ever. I just wish I would have realized it earlier, and I regret that. I've found a great friend in someone, and if not for them, I'd probably be out of my mind right now. *throws cheez pissa wif t3h gr3n gr8pzz at him* You know who you are. =)
*hugs for everyone* My advice to everyone, is don't be like me, because you'll only end up hurting yourself, and possibly someone else. Paranoia is the shit. Don't let it get to you.
MUCH LOVE! Gotta decide weither or not to work tomorrow.
The vRO chat is having great turnouts, which I am really happy about. I'm glad I could finally pitch my hand into helping there somehow. Makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside.
So I worked 8-4 yesterday, which is a shift I love working. After that, I came home and chatted with some people online until my dad decided to kick me off (screw you dad!) He's become so obsessed with online pool it's scary. He'll probably kick me off later tonight. Anyways, so while he was online, I called Woody! Oh my gosh, he's so adorable, and he sounds JUST like Dustin on the phone. @_@;; Which was kind of freaky but still. We got to talking about games and stuff, and now since then, I'm having the urge to play console games again. It's been a while, but it would give me something to do besides get online. Now I kind of wish my dad didn't take my tv from me. =(
So today, got up around 10 since I had to work at noon. Made my dad cook me some cheese eggs, had a big glass of milk, then ran to work. I started feeling kind of funny right before I left, but I shrugged it off. Then when I got there and started working, I really started feeling like shit, getting really dizzy and just felt all around blah. My face felt hot, but I felt cold. I told Mary Beth I thought I was going to fall over, so she told me to either go sit in the office or sit in the floor. I sat down at Chads register talkin to him for a little while, before I got back up and started working again. When Teresa got off her break, she came up to me and goes "Oh dear, look how red you are!" Then she felt my face and said I was burning up. I didn't really feel like I was running a fever, but I told her and Chad I was going to go sit in the office, to scream if they needed me. That was at 1pm. It was 1:45pm next I knew, and thats when Josh shook me and told me to go on home. I felt bad for leaving, but I couldn't really stand up. I was about to get up and leave, but I knew I wouldn't be able to drive home feeling like that, so Mary Beth offered to take me home. Everyone kept saying how red my face looked and stuff...so I guess I was really out of it.
Came home and turned my computer on. Kind of have just idled back and forth. Laid down earlier for a little bit and watched some TV (Woo Rugrats! XD), and ate some chicken soup. The only sucky thing was having to take medicine, because I hate taking medicine with a passion, especially pills, since I use to abuse them. Anytime I try to swallow one, it just wants to come right back up. Eww ._.
Mom is cooking spagetti now, and I'm starving, though I'm still not feeling 100%. Josh told me if I didn't want to work tomorrow, to let them know and he'd have Chad come in for me. I'm debating it though. That would only give me 2 days of work this week, but it would be good rest time for me.
Through all my tough time I've been having lately, I've found one rock of strength that I trust now more than ever. I just wish I would have realized it earlier, and I regret that. I've found a great friend in someone, and if not for them, I'd probably be out of my mind right now. *throws cheez pissa wif t3h gr3n gr8pzz at him* You know who you are. =)
*hugs for everyone* My advice to everyone, is don't be like me, because you'll only end up hurting yourself, and possibly someone else. Paranoia is the shit. Don't let it get to you.
MUCH LOVE! Gotta decide weither or not to work tomorrow.