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I just woke up from the weirdest dream. I got off early today and took a nap when I got home. I was like at some big Halloween festival and Elliot was there with me. I think I was still with his dad in the dream. All this neat Halloween stuff was everywhere and there was a big parade. I can't remember all of it but when I woke up I just feel super weird and kind of like down. That happens to me also though when I go to sleep and it's daylight and when I wake up its night time and I'm alone. I've never understood why it effects my mood like that.
I really hated that I had to go back to work today. I need more than one day off in a row every now and then. Yesterday was a lot of fun though. I slept late. smoked a lot of weed. listened to a lot of good music while driving around back roads. hung out with some friends and ended the night watching natural born killers. I actually felt chill and relaxed. If I could have a few days like that in a row, my anxiety and stress would be a lot lower.
My punctuation is way off I hate typing on this dumbass phone.
since I've slept most of the afternoon I guess I'll watch mindless netflix. Jake isn't going to be getting home from work tonight until around 3:30-4. Probably right when I'm getting sleepy again. I have to leave for work at 8 though so maybe I'll be asleep before then. hah.
I just took some headache medicine that makes me ramble on and on and blah blah so I'm gonna go.
OH. My cousin (who I haven't seen in 15+ years) messaged me on the book of faces yesterday and said they had gotten something in the mail (they live in Florida) saying that the SSA said my uncle might have died but they needed more information. I'm trying to find out but so far I can't find anything on him. I hope he isn't dead. it's really sad how my family just stopped talking to each other pretty much after my parents died and I don't really know why.
Aaaaaaannnnyway. I bought some badass hummus that's about to get eaten.
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