Walking Meditation
[Earlier today, around 13:30]
Today has been a day for -- the phrase is 'running errands' -- but I have been walking, mostly. Check the post office box, go by the bank (credit union that is), stop by the doctor's office to pay an overdue bill.
Waiting for the bus. It's been raining recently, so it's moist out but the air is pleasant.
It's hard to explain my mood. It's hard to explain anything, really. If my life is a movie, I've just come back in, with the sodas and popcorn, and I'm trying to understand what's going on up on the screen. Maybe when I die there should be credits, and everyone will have to sit through them.
Anyway.
Walking. Meditatively, because no other state is really possible. I wish I could show you how this feels, the world I'm in lately. But suddenly I don't feel like talking about it.
On the bus now, headed back to the co-op, where I'll be meeting the always interesting emeraldmyst for conversation.
EDIT: Had the interesting conversation. We gossiped about YOU.
Today has been a day for -- the phrase is 'running errands' -- but I have been walking, mostly. Check the post office box, go by the bank (credit union that is), stop by the doctor's office to pay an overdue bill.
Waiting for the bus. It's been raining recently, so it's moist out but the air is pleasant.
It's hard to explain my mood. It's hard to explain anything, really. If my life is a movie, I've just come back in, with the sodas and popcorn, and I'm trying to understand what's going on up on the screen. Maybe when I die there should be credits, and everyone will have to sit through them.
Anyway.
Walking. Meditatively, because no other state is really possible. I wish I could show you how this feels, the world I'm in lately. But suddenly I don't feel like talking about it.
On the bus now, headed back to the co-op, where I'll be meeting the always interesting emeraldmyst for conversation.
EDIT: Had the interesting conversation. We gossiped about YOU.