Nov 28, 2008 21:28
I wanna be a videomaker.
I've got so many images in my mind.
I also wanna sing a lot. I can do it. I know. I am born to sing. It's not my arrogance. It's my soul.
I want to stand on the stage. I want to see the people looking at me with sparkling eyes. I want to sing out my soul.
I've always felt so sorry that I'm not fucking able to create some tunes, to write enchanting melodies.. Pshh.. what am I talking about... enchanting.. at least SOME melodies. But I just can't. That's not in my power.
I want to take photographs.
But you know what the problem is?
The problem is that now my soul's in a cage. It's being buried. It's almost sunk.
Nobody has the key to open this cage. I'm frightened.
Everything around me is ruining. My talents, my health, my relationships - my love.
As M.K. sings:
"HOW DO I END THIS"?????????
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