Feb 25, 2005 01:36
Okay I have a shit load of stuff that needs to be out in the open. I have a really bad time with keeping friends have no clue why though. I seriously am the nicest person ever I would give my life to see another person live that is how caring i am. Every time I get close to someone they always end up ditching me for something else. My bestfriend Troy Hall stopped being my friend because his girlfriend hated me. Duggan off and on friendship can't blame some of that trouble he is doing the greatest thing in life saving the people in Iraq from terror(So wish i could be there with him). Then Sarah Lehman she started dating someone and went to college and doesn't talk to me any more. Stacey Sharp I miss you even though I know we are still working on a good day too hang. Amanda Oberlee she was a bestfriend too but she is working on her family stuff with her husband and stuff so that is cool too. Then you have Nikki Baginski.
Like seriously How did that friendship get fucked up. Like I hated the whole going back out with Mason thing because he hurt you so many times so badly. Who was there to help you me when that did happen. I have been there for you in some many bad relationships that you had as a shoulder to cry on. I kept everything you told me a secret (other than telling aftyn who kept it a secret too) and still the stuff today is under lock and key (unlike you). I still want to be your bestfriend but this bullshit needs to end. Nikki remember when i told you I loved you as a friend I really did. Right now I need you to see that. Kim is starting to become a bestfriend now for the simple fact she isn't acting like a 2 year old telling everybody what i say about them. Everybody is so mean to kim and she doesn't deserve that shit. Who cares if she slept with 20+ guys or 1 guy I don't. how many sex partners you have shouldn't make you a bad person.
The biggest thing that pisses me off is the You and chris thing. I really don't care about you 2 being friends just that fact that you tell him stuff he doesn't need to know. I know shit about everyone in that store that I say shit to anyone about. It would be shocking some of the stuff i know. But friends keep stuff to themselves and chris didn't need to know that stuff i told you. If you want to be friends still or even bestfriends then tell me because i'm getting sick of this kroger first grade bullshit.
Your's fucking truly,
Patrick