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&untitled ; reitaxruki
for yougenkyou
i wish for you the universe.
lyrically inspired ; Your sins are killing you
and you can bet they'll get me too
I've got to give some to get some
Mining in the river, standing in the rain
Down on your knees as you heave at the drain
You can lead a whore to water
and you can bet she'll drink and follow
orders
You've opened the window because the cold makes me scream when you cover my neck in napalm kisses and let your hands dry as sawdust travel my body, destined to never miss and inch because this fucked up engagement has gone on so long that you couldn't possibly. I could be your devil with a two toned heart and a face made of glass, cells always changing & reworking because I'm different every day but you? You're always the same, on both sides of this three-way line we've drawn between lust and love and pure fucking hatred.
I can't have you.
I shouldn't have you.
But I'm gonna fucking get you.
I see it in the back of your eyes when you fuck me. You can't deal with this and yet you keep giving and I keep taking while she's at home waiting for you to come take her out. She's a pretty girl and deserves so much more than you're giving her because I'm pulling it from you & hoarding it, selfishly & oh so inconsiderately, all in the depths of my soul breaking & bleeding because my heart skips a beat every time you cry.
They'd never guess that someone like me with all the humanity of a thousand worlds could fuck you up the way I am with a fake smile like all these girls who throw themselves at us because we're motherfucking rockstars but they don't know me. Only you know me. I design my dreams and you're in every single one and as long as my subconscious is the handcuffs around your wrists I've got you where I want you.
As long as I can turn a blind eye to myself, that is. And it should be easy, because you're the only thing in my vision.
for yougenkyou
i wish for you the universe.
lyrically inspired ; Your sins are killing you
and you can bet they'll get me too
I've got to give some to get some
Mining in the river, standing in the rain
Down on your knees as you heave at the drain
You can lead a whore to water
and you can bet she'll drink and follow
orders
You've opened the window because the cold makes me scream when you cover my neck in napalm kisses and let your hands dry as sawdust travel my body, destined to never miss and inch because this fucked up engagement has gone on so long that you couldn't possibly. I could be your devil with a two toned heart and a face made of glass, cells always changing & reworking because I'm different every day but you? You're always the same, on both sides of this three-way line we've drawn between lust and love and pure fucking hatred.
I can't have you.
I shouldn't have you.
But I'm gonna fucking get you.
I see it in the back of your eyes when you fuck me. You can't deal with this and yet you keep giving and I keep taking while she's at home waiting for you to come take her out. She's a pretty girl and deserves so much more than you're giving her because I'm pulling it from you & hoarding it, selfishly & oh so inconsiderately, all in the depths of my soul breaking & bleeding because my heart skips a beat every time you cry.
They'd never guess that someone like me with all the humanity of a thousand worlds could fuck you up the way I am with a fake smile like all these girls who throw themselves at us because we're motherfucking rockstars but they don't know me. Only you know me. I design my dreams and you're in every single one and as long as my subconscious is the handcuffs around your wrists I've got you where I want you.
As long as I can turn a blind eye to myself, that is. And it should be easy, because you're the only thing in my vision.