much needed update
wow! ok so it's been an icredibly long time since i've last written...ok like 4 days but still thats long when i was writin everyday...hmm well everyday is jus like hmm is it worth it? then its like course it is...then umm wut if...??? then like STOPPIT monica! i dunno i guess jus back and forth cuz i dont really know wut im feelin...i mean definitely missin ma boi but i dunno bout the other stuff...my girls are like monica do u love him?? im like i jus dont know guys...then my other friend is like MONICA! U LOVE THIS BOI!! i dunno y u wont jus admit it...im like no! thats a BIG deal and i dont know wut love is! ahhhhhhhhh!...well...everyone's convinced i love him...cept me...not that im convinced i dont jus not fully convinced i do...IF that makes any sense at all......its sooooooo stupid...like our 'story' if u will...its incredibly retarded...like ppl would say wtf was wrong wit yall??...seriously...im stupid i guess! ok we're not even 'together' or we dont have the title i guess u could say but we fight like we're married! lol...ok we USED to...we haven't really lately...well we did like almost got into a fight again but we jus both decided to chill a bit and forget wut i sed...THANK GOD!...awwww anyways...work was incredible! i loved it! i always luv it but it was sooooooo fun and the kids were incredibly wonderful! they're so cool! they were hilarious too...i totally accidentally sed 'erection' all loud in front of them...i was tryina say sumthin else and it came out wrong...LOL! i COULD NOT stop laughin..i was like o god! i hope these kids dont understand that kinda talk! pff! dancin like an idiot wit the other counselors was definitely always a highlight of the day! hehe well that and the kids thinkin im soo coo...haha wow! im done wit work and so im jus gonna be bummin i guess...well til july 2 and 3 then like the third week imma be a counselor for another program so that'll be fun fo sho! i gotta fill out my class choices for skoo and do all this shit...im SUCH a procrastinator! grr!! i needa get on the ball cuz i have like LESS THAN TWO WEEKS! ahhhhhh!! i dunno...family shit and missin ppl and work and fun and college stuff...its all so overwhelming....its ok...it'll get done! i promise! hehe...k well im out think thats enuff for now...i love you all truly! muah!