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wow...today i was incredibly tired when i woke up but really excited to do this lil program...well...i get up and dress up a lil....blouse and skirt...yeh i get there and the door's locked...nice! thanx a lot pff! ok so then it turns out that the kids aren't even there today and i totally dressed up for NOTHIN...ehh well wutevers...so we start our lil trainin in preparation for this whole thing and we made up a couple of icebreakers and games for the kids to play...FUN!! last time i did this program we did it for like 3 WEEKS so yeh i was all confused in the head cuz this time its only these next four days...thats kinda wierd cuz now its gonna be all like packed in and VERY INTENSE...BUTTTTTT also i wanted to be a bum this summer so i still can i only work this week and another week in july for another program...AWESOME! hehe...sooooooo wutevers...i get home and i'm incredibly tired...i am gonna be wiped out tomorrow FO SHO! i really dont know how these kids are gonna be and establishin a trustin relationship with an eighth grader in like 4 days is gonna be a definite challenge! hope i'm up for it...anyways yeh so well first we hadda go get my lil sis who was at these girls' house...that was hella far but wutevers we get there and they're all tellin us how they were slidin down the stairs on mattresses and bein all krazy...aww my poor cuz couldnt work it cuz her lil man is taken rite now...so sorry yo! so u wanna jump on that??...internet...LOL!! wutevers...anyways we get home i get online and i talk to one of my friends for a while..it was pretty interesting...wutevers then i ate sum papitas...YUM! then i was gonna watch a movie but i fell asleep...i was soo freakin tired...ehh well...i finally woke up and my phone was ringin but i missed it...so sorry...well now im online and yeh...awww check out my away message:
ok...so i've come to accept the fact that in a couple of days the guy i care about is not gonna be around and i jus have to deal wit it however i've also come to the realization that jus because i cant hang out wit him doesnt mean i cant still care about him...i mean when we've waited this long and we've been thru a lotta shit i dont think a couple (about 6) of months should stand in the way too much...pff! besides...i'll still have the hearts on my wall in my dorm and he can think about me every time he hears ice cream cuz im better than that! and so is he
so now its becomin a reality where as b4 i jus kinda kept avoidin the whole fact that i knew he was gonna be gone and it sux cuz i cant even see him b4 he leaves cuz i have work...its ok...i'll send him a kiss from my heart! ;o) MUAH!
k enuff depressin stuff...im out...lya
ok...so i've come to accept the fact that in a couple of days the guy i care about is not gonna be around and i jus have to deal wit it however i've also come to the realization that jus because i cant hang out wit him doesnt mean i cant still care about him...i mean when we've waited this long and we've been thru a lotta shit i dont think a couple (about 6) of months should stand in the way too much...pff! besides...i'll still have the hearts on my wall in my dorm and he can think about me every time he hears ice cream cuz im better than that! and so is he
so now its becomin a reality where as b4 i jus kinda kept avoidin the whole fact that i knew he was gonna be gone and it sux cuz i cant even see him b4 he leaves cuz i have work...its ok...i'll send him a kiss from my heart! ;o) MUAH!
k enuff depressin stuff...im out...lya