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well, not much goin on really. feeling a bit better, not seeing the therapist anymore, that was gay. did some nice things the past few months..barhopping, taking drunken walks at 2am with colleen (hi colleen!) listening to a lot of good music, catching up with old friends and meeting some new ones. so yea, besides the fact that im broke, broke broke broke. not good. this job, at the video store has got to go. can't do it anymore. my check barely paid my car payment leaving me with about 10 bucks for 2 weeks, and the car was on empty...so yea. lol. anyways, pretty happy most of the time i think. my allergies have been going crazy on me. so i've been a bit tired, think im fighting a cold. it hasnt taken over me yet. ian is still a dick. colleen is awesome, we have a great time together. she is one of me bestest buddies along with cilla q who i need to go visit. cilla, remember, im available for babysitting on fridays if u need me. celia has the cutest baby in the whole world. i thought it was ava, but nia cannot be beat! she's the funniest kid ever. so hopefully i'll be going down to bloomington again for halloween. should be fun since im 21 now. yaaaaaay drinky.
alright, really dont know what else to write. felt like i needed to write something, it's been awhile. i'll need to start bitching at the journal instead of bitching at ian thru instant messages ^_^ it's been 3 months and no explanation from him on why all of this drama happened. im very tired of thinking about it. so now the new thing is, that we aren't to speak until he sends me this so-called email. whatever. whatever! im done with it. finished. this is me not caring anymore. lol, we all know the story and we all know i'll be bitching about it in a few days from now. it's neverending im afraid. but it is getting better day by day.
so i need to move out, mom is talking of repainting my room and getting me furniture and what not...im like nooooooooo. buy me shit for a new place...not my ROOM. i want a PLACE. mine mine mine. a roommate would help tho. *looks around* alright..well, im going to get offline. colleen and i are suppose to hang out today before work..but i can't get calls when im online, which is probably when she's calling me. lol. so anywho, hope everyone is smiling.
oh yea, i love jack black. *waves*
alright, really dont know what else to write. felt like i needed to write something, it's been awhile. i'll need to start bitching at the journal instead of bitching at ian thru instant messages ^_^ it's been 3 months and no explanation from him on why all of this drama happened. im very tired of thinking about it. so now the new thing is, that we aren't to speak until he sends me this so-called email. whatever. whatever! im done with it. finished. this is me not caring anymore. lol, we all know the story and we all know i'll be bitching about it in a few days from now. it's neverending im afraid. but it is getting better day by day.
so i need to move out, mom is talking of repainting my room and getting me furniture and what not...im like nooooooooo. buy me shit for a new place...not my ROOM. i want a PLACE. mine mine mine. a roommate would help tho. *looks around* alright..well, im going to get offline. colleen and i are suppose to hang out today before work..but i can't get calls when im online, which is probably when she's calling me. lol. so anywho, hope everyone is smiling.
oh yea, i love jack black. *waves*