my imminent death
i promised skunk i would not smoke pot until i saw him again (which could be very far into the future). i have not smoked in 5 days and i am going out of my mind. which is pathetic. but true. i seriously feel sooo high-strung and edgy/stressed. and there is still thc in my system - the worst will be in 3 weeks or so, when it is all gone. right now it's still breaking down in my fat cells or whatever. i'm not sure this promise (though necessary at SOME point) was the wisest move right now. school starts in a week, and i have to move halfway across town during the first week of school. plus i talked to my internship supervisor today and apparently that puts a LOT more on my plate than i anticipated (up to 40 hours a week sometimes). plus tutoring. plus 12 hours. i am going to die.