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i honestly dont know what to think anymore.
matt is tearing my head apart. i think he knows what hes doing. i start to wonder if its some sort of payback for what i did to him. i let myself fall, and now i feel stuck. what i wouldnt give for a second chance, but i'm scared that he will be so bitter that it will just go to shit again. i've never had to deal with a situation like this before. i'm actually lost, and dont know how to fix it on my own...
help?
matt is tearing my head apart. i think he knows what hes doing. i start to wonder if its some sort of payback for what i did to him. i let myself fall, and now i feel stuck. what i wouldnt give for a second chance, but i'm scared that he will be so bitter that it will just go to shit again. i've never had to deal with a situation like this before. i'm actually lost, and dont know how to fix it on my own...
help?