There's more than one way to deflower an angel
This is not the thoughtful SPN 5x03 reaction post you are looking for, but what with my TV going out in the middle of the episode and all the downloads being out of sync for a while and having to work on my day off and the fact that I am sick for THE SECOND TIME THIS MONTH, I haven't had the time or the energy to write one yet.
I have read a lot of Dean-deflowers-Cas fic, though, and it's pretty much all been hot and lovely and wonderful.
HOWEVER, I am kind of bummed (no pun intended) that Cas bottoms in, like, 99% of these fics. There's more than one way to deflower an angel, guys, and besides being anxious for some variety, I really do feel that Dean likes to give of himself (or needs to give of himself), and that the rather backwards ideas about gay sex he might be in possession of could cause him to believe that for it to really count, or for Cas to have the full experience, Cas needs to be pitching.
Basically, I wish there were more of Dean giving himself to Cas partially out of duty, and then really liking the experience. So it's a first for both of them.
In other words, I'm sick. Please write me porn.
I have read a lot of Dean-deflowers-Cas fic, though, and it's pretty much all been hot and lovely and wonderful.
HOWEVER, I am kind of bummed (no pun intended) that Cas bottoms in, like, 99% of these fics. There's more than one way to deflower an angel, guys, and besides being anxious for some variety, I really do feel that Dean likes to give of himself (or needs to give of himself), and that the rather backwards ideas about gay sex he might be in possession of could cause him to believe that for it to really count, or for Cas to have the full experience, Cas needs to be pitching.
Basically, I wish there were more of Dean giving himself to Cas partially out of duty, and then really liking the experience. So it's a first for both of them.
In other words, I'm sick. Please write me porn.