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Ciara is still asleep. Even after the fucking brats upstairs played ding dong ditch at 9 a.m., she is still sleeping. Now I know why she was always so pissed when I was never here. I'm tired of being alone. I always say that if I had more time to myself I would get more accomplished. But I don't do a damn thing! Of course not having money doesn't help. But I have been a lot calmer. I've been able to rest my mind and put all these worries aside. But not worring about them means that I don't solve them. So I'm not so sure that it's really a good thing.
Veda is gaining weight. I don't like it. She was cute and petite, just like me!!! Now that I ripped her shit out she's going to get fat, just like all the other pussies I know. She's still annoying as fuck, biting my fingertips at 3 in the morning, screaming her head off at the bathroom door when I take a shower. But I love her. She's always there for me!! I'm never alone with her. She won't let me be!!
I need to go to the gym. I haven't been in...I don't know how long now. Nearly a week. There is a lot that I have been putting off that I was once more persistent about. I'm feel ashamed of myself. I just haven't had the energy that I once did. I don't really know why. Not much reason to need energy, it seems. Doesn't seem to be much to do around here without people or money.
Veda is gaining weight. I don't like it. She was cute and petite, just like me!!! Now that I ripped her shit out she's going to get fat, just like all the other pussies I know. She's still annoying as fuck, biting my fingertips at 3 in the morning, screaming her head off at the bathroom door when I take a shower. But I love her. She's always there for me!! I'm never alone with her. She won't let me be!!
I need to go to the gym. I haven't been in...I don't know how long now. Nearly a week. There is a lot that I have been putting off that I was once more persistent about. I'm feel ashamed of myself. I just haven't had the energy that I once did. I don't really know why. Not much reason to need energy, it seems. Doesn't seem to be much to do around here without people or money.