a small update of how things are
i figuratively lost my mother years ago and now i've figuratively lost my father. as a result of a recently bad fight, i'm 80% sure myself and my sister are relocating back to massachusetts. i'm surprised to feel not entirely happy about that fact. i don't know if we'll ever be like we were, i don't even know when he'll speak to me next. i just know these next 2 months are gonna suck balls.