G-Damnitt
Well lets start with some ok stuff My leg isn't broken so w00t on the no cast. My birthday is coming up. There's a can of cream soda keeping me company. I have good tunes.
Moving to the bad... Dean tells me that i can't blame everything on myself but i do! I'm telling you i have the sewer touch. Everything i touch turns to shit. I screw up relationships horribly with everyone. I'm surprised my sister hasn't disowned me by now. Help me please i am slipping into my defensive lonely state. My state of "I'll hurt you before you hurt me or i hurt you worse which i will end up doing so i'm saving time". Not a healthy state but hey what about me is healthy? i mean i don't want to know he exists but...I can't pull myself away. I can't stop reading what he writes and it pisses me off. I was doing really good had'nt thought about him in a while and i dont know what it was but i slipped right back into it. When will this be over? Ah! i just want a guy to mysteriously come into my life and make me forget....would'nt hurt if he looked like the lead singer of LP and had the sense of humor of eric on that 70's show. Anyways i just want to be asked on a date not to be asked to be someones girlfriend but just a date. And if it blossoms to more then hey it does.Won't happen but a girl can dream....right?
Song quote "In a little while this hurt will hurt no more i'll be home, When the night takes a deep breath
And the daylight has no end if I crawl, if I come crawling home Will you be there?"
Moving to the bad... Dean tells me that i can't blame everything on myself but i do! I'm telling you i have the sewer touch. Everything i touch turns to shit. I screw up relationships horribly with everyone. I'm surprised my sister hasn't disowned me by now. Help me please i am slipping into my defensive lonely state. My state of "I'll hurt you before you hurt me or i hurt you worse which i will end up doing so i'm saving time". Not a healthy state but hey what about me is healthy? i mean i don't want to know he exists but...I can't pull myself away. I can't stop reading what he writes and it pisses me off. I was doing really good had'nt thought about him in a while and i dont know what it was but i slipped right back into it. When will this be over? Ah! i just want a guy to mysteriously come into my life and make me forget....would'nt hurt if he looked like the lead singer of LP and had the sense of humor of eric on that 70's show. Anyways i just want to be asked on a date not to be asked to be someones girlfriend but just a date. And if it blossoms to more then hey it does.Won't happen but a girl can dream....right?
Song quote "In a little while this hurt will hurt no more i'll be home, When the night takes a deep breath
And the daylight has no end if I crawl, if I come crawling home Will you be there?"