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so i'm back.
i'd forgotten this world. the basics? i'm living in a room in east orange. i'm still working my old job through phone and email, as much as i can. i'm working watching the kids 15-20 hours a week. i'm taking four classes...
Criminal Justice
History of 19th Century Philosophy
US Foreign Policy
State and Local Politics
it's so much easier to list these concrete facts than say how hard it's really been. i am not just a liquid to be poured into new york, new jersey, office manager, student...whatever/wherever i'm supposed to fit in in this moment. it's so much more than an adjustment...
but i guess that's what it really comes down to. an adjustment. i have my favorite squishy barrel soft pillow. i have a pink rag rug. my pictures for the wall. it is not home but it will suffice.
i'd forgotten this world. the basics? i'm living in a room in east orange. i'm still working my old job through phone and email, as much as i can. i'm working watching the kids 15-20 hours a week. i'm taking four classes...
Criminal Justice
History of 19th Century Philosophy
US Foreign Policy
State and Local Politics
it's so much easier to list these concrete facts than say how hard it's really been. i am not just a liquid to be poured into new york, new jersey, office manager, student...whatever/wherever i'm supposed to fit in in this moment. it's so much more than an adjustment...
but i guess that's what it really comes down to. an adjustment. i have my favorite squishy barrel soft pillow. i have a pink rag rug. my pictures for the wall. it is not home but it will suffice.