Listening & Talking
I have been feeling like I have absolutely no one to talk to. Granted a lot of people don't have the same problems, but I usually don't have theirs either. So, shouldn't make any differnce. Seems like everyone I used to talk to for the last few years have been talking to me. Which I don't mind. I am here for ANY of my friends ANY time. Just wish it was the same for them. I will listen to their whole issue and we talk about it and whatever, then I bring up something and it's like blown off and subject back on them. It's been happening for few years. I just have been bottling everything up and feel like I am about to fall apart if I can't speak. Now, I don't want pity and someone to do it out of guilt. I just want a friend to be a friend. Maybe I just am a mat to walk on. Whatever.