Climbing the roller coaster again
As I said before, bipolar. So now my day is okay. Although my stomach really doesn't feel too hot right now, and I'm slightly worried about the tornado that's heading for my county, it's gonna be okay. I came home; my mom had made a huge chocolate cake, and she saw that i felt completely shitty and gave me a piece. Holy crap, was it good! I asked her why she made a cake, and she was all just, "I wanted chocolate. What's wrong with that?" So we had chocolate cake.
I cleaned my family room, and she's letting me go to Star Wars tomorrow and out to eat afterward --- I think someone told me we were going out to eat, but maybe I made that up. Still no sleepover though. After all, I am grounded.
And the Andy thing? I was just foolish enough to think that it would instantly resolve itself and we'd go back to where we were. It's gonna take a lot more work than that. And---duh---he has a job. He's busy. He works until nine every night, and then he has homework to do. So he's not gonna be able to call or talk to me, I'm thinking for the rest of the week cuz he said he had the entire weekend off (perhaps I'll talk to him this weekend).
Just chalk it up as another reason for me to want school to be over a.s.a.p.: it'll be perfectly fine to stay up late talking or hanging out if we don't have to worry about homework or school. At least he wants to talk to me, I think. I think I'll just ask him next time we talk if he wants me to keep calling him. He'll give me an answer, and then I'll go from there.
Music still playing. Not as loudly as before.
We have no use for the truth
And now's the time for us to lose
Who we are and how we've tried
Taking every step in stride
It's now or never to decide
In this time are we loving
Or do we sit here wondering
Why this world isn't turning around
It's now or never
And in this way are we learning
Or do we sit here yearning
For this world to stop turning around
It's now or never
I'm tired. Emotionally drained. But now at least i have star wars to look forward to.
Just wanted to say that you guys are all the most amazing people a girl could ever wish for. I love you all!!
-Skitz
I cleaned my family room, and she's letting me go to Star Wars tomorrow and out to eat afterward --- I think someone told me we were going out to eat, but maybe I made that up. Still no sleepover though. After all, I am grounded.
And the Andy thing? I was just foolish enough to think that it would instantly resolve itself and we'd go back to where we were. It's gonna take a lot more work than that. And---duh---he has a job. He's busy. He works until nine every night, and then he has homework to do. So he's not gonna be able to call or talk to me, I'm thinking for the rest of the week cuz he said he had the entire weekend off (perhaps I'll talk to him this weekend).
Just chalk it up as another reason for me to want school to be over a.s.a.p.: it'll be perfectly fine to stay up late talking or hanging out if we don't have to worry about homework or school. At least he wants to talk to me, I think. I think I'll just ask him next time we talk if he wants me to keep calling him. He'll give me an answer, and then I'll go from there.
Music still playing. Not as loudly as before.
We have no use for the truth
And now's the time for us to lose
Who we are and how we've tried
Taking every step in stride
It's now or never to decide
In this time are we loving
Or do we sit here wondering
Why this world isn't turning around
It's now or never
And in this way are we learning
Or do we sit here yearning
For this world to stop turning around
It's now or never
I'm tired. Emotionally drained. But now at least i have star wars to look forward to.
Just wanted to say that you guys are all the most amazing people a girl could ever wish for. I love you all!!
-Skitz