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i havent updated in half a year.
ive been incredibly busy with my life. lookin back at my first posts in this journal, ive just been reminded how much of a loser i used to be at the beginning of my sophomore year.
so i felt the need to update my journal again. hmm..whats been going on the past 6 months?
well im bisexual. oh well. deal with it. not like any of you couldnt figure it out anyway.
i went to the sophomore hop this year with jess rollins. i went to my junior prom with mal.
alright now for the summer. so it started off really nice. chillin with a lot of people. its been real. still, the dramas always there. oh yeah and im a cheerleader now for both winter and fall. camp was brutal. but i love my fellow cheerers. i just recently nailed my round-off, and close to my back handspring. i was actually offered a spot on East Elite, but i dont have my license so whatever.
so what have i been doing this summer besides camp? lets see. i love hanging out with the guys (steve, jay, and mike). we're always just livin it up. i love chillaxin with my girls. <3 all of you. basically, just been hangin out. here and there i go out with like random people from school that ive never hung out with before in my life. and its cool. im loving it.
im finally done with my driving lessons. im taking my road test august 6th. wish me luck.
aright well i guess i'll just come back to normal LJ writing..and then to the real deal about why im writing this entry.
i'll recap my week. wednesday, i went into boston with the crew as well as lucas, preston, nate, laura, and some others. wicked fun. always fun with them.
friday night i went out with mo and we drove to gloucester at like 8 at night. then it stormed out so we turned around, and went to the liberty tree mall to look at music and such. then we drove to richardsons as usual, and then we found ourselves bored so i called up my friend brian in saugus and we visited them for a bit.
saturday, i went over my friend cory's house all day. hes seriously one of my best friends now. such a cool, down to earth kid. glad i met you cory.
today, (or yesterday..so i'll say monday) i hung out with some other friends, josh and jon. we tumbled and stuff and i finally got my round-off done (noted above). then we went to salem for taco bell and such, and then to richardsons. then, off to this place in salem where theres like an arcade or something. then back to jons house and watched finding nemo. fun day. but i got really tired for some reason.
so now im home..its 2:21 a.m. and i have to vent out this information.
i finally found someone at the end of june. someone i can relate to, who cares about me for me, who is just the total package. his names austin. yes, its a guy. as i explained above, i am bisexual. if you dont like it, i honestly dont give a shit. so anyway, hes in north carolina right now for the summer for his family, and when he comes back to mass, hes moving to wakefield and finishing off his senior year here. we're so right for each other. one night, his parents found our online conversations. they took away his cellphone, and internet. they dont let him hang around out of the house anymore. this is all because of me, if you didnt get that by now. he snuck on his house phone that night, and we cried for a long time. the next morning, his dad took him to church. they had a prayer circle. the dad just came out and said.. "I need everyone to pray for my homosexual son. If we all pray, we can combat this." austin cried. he had to sneak online after to tell me this. its fucking inhuman. but NO..it doesnt end there...i asked austin a couple days ago to take pics for me to put on my myspace and such to show him off to everyone. so what happens? his parents find the camera and see the pictures. his friend helena IMs me sayign that his sister just called her telling her that his parents are moving him to florida for their military school. this is fucking INSANE!!! but the GUILT im feeling inside of me for thinking that this kids life is ruined because of me, is TREMENDOUS!! i cant fuckign believe his parents...my last hope is that when helena and friends stage an intervention for his parents, they will listen. ive prayed and prayed. i lasted this long with austin, i want him to come to our school this year and meet everyone. i want him to meet all my friends. the last thing i can do right now, is hope.
i'd appreciate comments on what everyone thinks of this, and maybe give me advice on what to do. thanks.
oh and heres my recent webshots link if you wanna see some pics from over the summer and such http://community.webshots.com/user/daigsaholic42
ive been incredibly busy with my life. lookin back at my first posts in this journal, ive just been reminded how much of a loser i used to be at the beginning of my sophomore year.
so i felt the need to update my journal again. hmm..whats been going on the past 6 months?
well im bisexual. oh well. deal with it. not like any of you couldnt figure it out anyway.
i went to the sophomore hop this year with jess rollins. i went to my junior prom with mal.
alright now for the summer. so it started off really nice. chillin with a lot of people. its been real. still, the dramas always there. oh yeah and im a cheerleader now for both winter and fall. camp was brutal. but i love my fellow cheerers. i just recently nailed my round-off, and close to my back handspring. i was actually offered a spot on East Elite, but i dont have my license so whatever.
so what have i been doing this summer besides camp? lets see. i love hanging out with the guys (steve, jay, and mike). we're always just livin it up. i love chillaxin with my girls. <3 all of you. basically, just been hangin out. here and there i go out with like random people from school that ive never hung out with before in my life. and its cool. im loving it.
im finally done with my driving lessons. im taking my road test august 6th. wish me luck.
aright well i guess i'll just come back to normal LJ writing..and then to the real deal about why im writing this entry.
i'll recap my week. wednesday, i went into boston with the crew as well as lucas, preston, nate, laura, and some others. wicked fun. always fun with them.
friday night i went out with mo and we drove to gloucester at like 8 at night. then it stormed out so we turned around, and went to the liberty tree mall to look at music and such. then we drove to richardsons as usual, and then we found ourselves bored so i called up my friend brian in saugus and we visited them for a bit.
saturday, i went over my friend cory's house all day. hes seriously one of my best friends now. such a cool, down to earth kid. glad i met you cory.
today, (or yesterday..so i'll say monday) i hung out with some other friends, josh and jon. we tumbled and stuff and i finally got my round-off done (noted above). then we went to salem for taco bell and such, and then to richardsons. then, off to this place in salem where theres like an arcade or something. then back to jons house and watched finding nemo. fun day. but i got really tired for some reason.
so now im home..its 2:21 a.m. and i have to vent out this information.
i finally found someone at the end of june. someone i can relate to, who cares about me for me, who is just the total package. his names austin. yes, its a guy. as i explained above, i am bisexual. if you dont like it, i honestly dont give a shit. so anyway, hes in north carolina right now for the summer for his family, and when he comes back to mass, hes moving to wakefield and finishing off his senior year here. we're so right for each other. one night, his parents found our online conversations. they took away his cellphone, and internet. they dont let him hang around out of the house anymore. this is all because of me, if you didnt get that by now. he snuck on his house phone that night, and we cried for a long time. the next morning, his dad took him to church. they had a prayer circle. the dad just came out and said.. "I need everyone to pray for my homosexual son. If we all pray, we can combat this." austin cried. he had to sneak online after to tell me this. its fucking inhuman. but NO..it doesnt end there...i asked austin a couple days ago to take pics for me to put on my myspace and such to show him off to everyone. so what happens? his parents find the camera and see the pictures. his friend helena IMs me sayign that his sister just called her telling her that his parents are moving him to florida for their military school. this is fucking INSANE!!! but the GUILT im feeling inside of me for thinking that this kids life is ruined because of me, is TREMENDOUS!! i cant fuckign believe his parents...my last hope is that when helena and friends stage an intervention for his parents, they will listen. ive prayed and prayed. i lasted this long with austin, i want him to come to our school this year and meet everyone. i want him to meet all my friends. the last thing i can do right now, is hope.
i'd appreciate comments on what everyone thinks of this, and maybe give me advice on what to do. thanks.
oh and heres my recent webshots link if you wanna see some pics from over the summer and such http://community.webshots.com/user/daigsaholic42