"No fucking shit, lady. Does it sound like i'm ordering a pizza?"
I pretty much feel like dying right now.
It's not so much the working two jobs or the getting up at 4 in the morning or the nagging my father gives me as i walk out the door or the lack of food and chairs that i endure all day...
it's the combination of all those things in the same day in addition to a nauseous feeling in my stomach. But, it's weird, because now when i get my period i feel kinda happy-like relieved. I mean, in the shower this morning i almost had a nervous breakdown because i COULD NOT figure out what i would do if i was pregnant. I mean-i couldn't tell anyone. I couldn't have an abortion. I couldn't raise it. I don't think i would ever be able to look at my dad in the eye again. and that would break my heart.
sorry, i know that's all random i just had to get it out there especially since i don't have to worry about it for another month.
It's not so much the working two jobs or the getting up at 4 in the morning or the nagging my father gives me as i walk out the door or the lack of food and chairs that i endure all day...
it's the combination of all those things in the same day in addition to a nauseous feeling in my stomach. But, it's weird, because now when i get my period i feel kinda happy-like relieved. I mean, in the shower this morning i almost had a nervous breakdown because i COULD NOT figure out what i would do if i was pregnant. I mean-i couldn't tell anyone. I couldn't have an abortion. I couldn't raise it. I don't think i would ever be able to look at my dad in the eye again. and that would break my heart.
sorry, i know that's all random i just had to get it out there especially since i don't have to worry about it for another month.