its a day of reflection
some days i feel like a little ant running around while someone tries to squish me. other days, i feel like the squisher. i'm not sure yet where today falls. i do know that i'm glad to be out of my dorm room for a few hours. it makes things seem better that way. those walls start to shrink and makes it hard to breathe. i need to move on. i need to leave some things, some people, behind. i say that i'm alrite with it all. but, mostly, it hurts. but i'll keep walking. keep my eyes on Jesus, the best i can. i try. but is it enough?