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its been over two years since Uncle Pete died. it still hurts like it was yesterday. but i've been able to think of good times more and more. i've been able to hold back tears and smile at the times he made me laugh. there's so many things i wish that i could have said to him. so many things i wish i had been able to share. *sigh* i just want to hug him one more time and breathe in his smell. it's something i'll never forget.
this weekend was kool. i did some community service with like 300 other people from my skool. it was a time to stretch for me because i was assigned to work with little kids....and we all know i would never volunteer to work with kids. its strange for me and i'm just uncomfortable. but i went and i did my best and i kinda liked it. the kids were kool and it was a good time. i felt good about it an glad that i could show them God's love.
i hung out with Joss again this weekend too. that was good times. went up to Pamona for Zakk's birthday. good time but...i need to get right with everything. i realized i wasn't putting forward Christ to those around me. and i need to work on that. everywhere.
i don't feel so good at the moment. i drank too much water at once and now i feel like puking it up would be a good thing. cuz my stomach has that "waterbed" feeling. its just sloshing around and ugh... makin it not easy to do homework.
well... time to go work on something. finish some homework then maybe go for a walk or something. make my stomach feel not so gross.
jah love,
-me-