Feb 22, 2004 22:39
i'm so tired. tired of trying. tired physically. tired mentally. i just want to rest. but i can't. because i have people in my life that won't let me. for good or bad. and people not in my life that cause me to not let myself rest.
i don't even have words to explain what i feel. everyday. its a battle to focus on my day. a war to not scream and shout to get answers. a fight to not keep asking why. to not call and invade your life.
my strength is fading tho.