May 04, 2005 22:25
WEll today was oh. k. I cant help but think about him? haha hes so adorable. Anyways Conference track meet was today I have lost total interest in it and If i could I would quit right now its not fun and its a waste of my total time.. I dont think throwing a ball is going to help me at all.. I rather focus on work and make some money so when things come that I want/need I will have the means to back it up instead of standing in the hot sun with a bunch of nasty boys throwing a ball in dirt and measuring it... its manly and as girly as this sounds I hate when the frekin chalk gets in my nails on my skin it makes me cringe I hate it. I feel dirrty for the rest of the day and makes me sad. haha.. well really I dont know its a peeve of mine for me not to be able to weash my hands of revolting feelings and objects.. deal with it.
OK well off of that little tangent and On to the one more visable my lip... I have gotton these things from the time I was little.
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i have a blistery/nasty thing on almost all of my bottom lip, it hurts, im not suppose to cover it up and its really really ugly.
First of all it isnt herpes.. I havent done anything for me to get herpes.. second of all my mom said it was caused by irritaition of too much sun or something related to heat causeing it to blister up and spread not that my mom is a dr. but she knows more than you little HS students trying to come with something funny to laugh at. Yeah thanks.. I allready am self consious enugh about it and I know its there NO NEED to sit there staring pointing at it and letting me know you see it as well. uh huh. yeah... your faces arnt always perfect so I hope when you have a 'blimish" come on your face I get to see it! I promise you it wont jump off my lip and bite you and cause you to have it for the rest of your life cursing your future off spring.
WELL I hope everyone has lovely day and an awesome night.