far reaching happiness
Today was a bit harder that they've been lately.
It was harder to laugh and too easy to cry.
I came off a high of the past weekend and all of its exciting events.
Thursday night I let my guard down.
I let myself believe that maybe after all, happy endings are possible.
And today it's really hurting.
Spent Friday evening drowning myself in someone else's happiness.
I became the person I promised not be.
Taking comfort in the company of a stranger, not exactly sober.
Now I'd give it all to feel real.
Complete again.
Wish I could find my faith, instead of my fears.
So here it is.
I'm asking for help,
Maybe even for your strength.
It was harder to laugh and too easy to cry.
I came off a high of the past weekend and all of its exciting events.
Thursday night I let my guard down.
I let myself believe that maybe after all, happy endings are possible.
And today it's really hurting.
Spent Friday evening drowning myself in someone else's happiness.
I became the person I promised not be.
Taking comfort in the company of a stranger, not exactly sober.
Now I'd give it all to feel real.
Complete again.
Wish I could find my faith, instead of my fears.
So here it is.
I'm asking for help,
Maybe even for your strength.