Conversation
So... I talked to a friend recently... about what's really going on in my life... it's kind of weird but I thought that if I'd write the conversation down... maybe then I could figure out what to do...
-You are in love with him... you have to admit it...
-Nope, I don't have to, 'cause I'm not
-For god's sake why won't you admit it? don't you realise?? you're hurting all of us...
-I'm not gonna say it...
-Who do you wanna trick? believe me... above all people I'd wish that you weren't... 'cause if she finds out you're gonna hurt her in ways that you probably don't even know... and I'm still in love with her... that's why I wouldn't want for you to love him... as a matter of fact... I wish you could love her the way I do.. so she can still be happy... but you don't... so why don't you just stop playing with her and tell her the truth?
-I can't!! alright?? I just... can't. Believe it or not... I still care about her... and I'm not willing to let her down that easily... not unless until she finds someone else
-So you're gonna make her feel guilty about you breaking up
-I never said I was gonna
-Then what will you do when he comes to you and tell you that you can't have both?? you're gonna leave him? no! you're gonna walk away from her... that will break her and you know it...
-I can't tell her... she thinks I'm still in love with her...
-Well, are you?
-I'm not even sure...
-You have an angel, a demon and a human... which one will you choose?
-She's the angel isn't she?
-Could it be someone else?
-I can't choose her... I don't even know who the demon is, but the human... hell... if I could just begin to explain you what he does to me...
I have to go... I'll keep writing it later... See ya
-You are in love with him... you have to admit it...
-Nope, I don't have to, 'cause I'm not
-For god's sake why won't you admit it? don't you realise?? you're hurting all of us...
-I'm not gonna say it...
-Who do you wanna trick? believe me... above all people I'd wish that you weren't... 'cause if she finds out you're gonna hurt her in ways that you probably don't even know... and I'm still in love with her... that's why I wouldn't want for you to love him... as a matter of fact... I wish you could love her the way I do.. so she can still be happy... but you don't... so why don't you just stop playing with her and tell her the truth?
-I can't!! alright?? I just... can't. Believe it or not... I still care about her... and I'm not willing to let her down that easily... not unless until she finds someone else
-So you're gonna make her feel guilty about you breaking up
-I never said I was gonna
-Then what will you do when he comes to you and tell you that you can't have both?? you're gonna leave him? no! you're gonna walk away from her... that will break her and you know it...
-I can't tell her... she thinks I'm still in love with her...
-Well, are you?
-I'm not even sure...
-You have an angel, a demon and a human... which one will you choose?
-She's the angel isn't she?
-Could it be someone else?
-I can't choose her... I don't even know who the demon is, but the human... hell... if I could just begin to explain you what he does to me...
I have to go... I'll keep writing it later... See ya