Here I am again
I know I stopped writting for a loooooooong time, but here I am again...sorry
Well... First, I wanna tell you something... My grandfather just died... and I was really depressed... but here's my point... I don't like to cry... So I didn't... though the pain was just too damn hard, I didn't... my mother...whose father was the one who died is saying that I don't care... as a matter of fact, everybody thinks that I don't care...
I can't make them understand... which makes me feel worse, 'cause they wouldn't believe how difficult it is for me... anyway, everyone thinks I'm stone-made...and what is even worse... is that so many people have told me the same that I'm starting to believe they may be right...
To be honest, I truly feel like shit... for them I have no heart... ha... I'm like Dracula in Van Helsing "I have no heart, I feel no love! nor fear, nor joy, nor sorrow... I am hollow, And I will live forever, I'm at war with the world"
Well..I guess I gotta go...see ya'
Well... First, I wanna tell you something... My grandfather just died... and I was really depressed... but here's my point... I don't like to cry... So I didn't... though the pain was just too damn hard, I didn't... my mother...whose father was the one who died is saying that I don't care... as a matter of fact, everybody thinks that I don't care...
I can't make them understand... which makes me feel worse, 'cause they wouldn't believe how difficult it is for me... anyway, everyone thinks I'm stone-made...and what is even worse... is that so many people have told me the same that I'm starting to believe they may be right...
To be honest, I truly feel like shit... for them I have no heart... ha... I'm like Dracula in Van Helsing "I have no heart, I feel no love! nor fear, nor joy, nor sorrow... I am hollow, And I will live forever, I'm at war with the world"
Well..I guess I gotta go...see ya'