Argh.
Go ahead and spit my words back at me. Go ahead and keep on pretending you know anything about me. Go ahead and make another screen name to contact me, because obviously me blocking your other ones wasn't a strong enough message that I don't want to talk to you. If it makes you feel better to think I'm avoiding you to protect you from Joel, go ahead and keep on believing that.
I know perfectly well what you saw me in the absense of: common sense and a good clear picture of who we all are. I would have been your friend, but not like this. Not halos and severance and fervor and melodramatic nonsense. And certainly not at the expense of the person who means the most to me.
Before you say anything, it WAS my fault. I DID start this. Boy am I sorry.
Take what you can from this and walk with that, because I have HAD IT.
I know perfectly well what you saw me in the absense of: common sense and a good clear picture of who we all are. I would have been your friend, but not like this. Not halos and severance and fervor and melodramatic nonsense. And certainly not at the expense of the person who means the most to me.
Before you say anything, it WAS my fault. I DID start this. Boy am I sorry.
Take what you can from this and walk with that, because I have HAD IT.