The turmoil that is life
So, it's about time I posted this. A week seems to be long enough to annouce it. Yes, I am single. The bf and I are done. Many are aware of how quickly the relationship was sliding into the fiery inferno. It is done. After a bit of tears I seem to be bouncing back fairly quickly. I dropped weight during the time it took for the break-up. It dragged on for just over a week but I think most of it was my body's response to high stress levels. I am still planning a move to Seattle eventually, after graduation. I will walk in May and finish my last two classes over summer school. There's more I'd like to learn about what I do that I need practical instruction on and am hoping to start getting at work.
In the mean time I have begun to make more new friends that I am comfortable around, whether just hanging out or going out somewhere or chatting to online. I feel that alot of who I was, am and could be was smothered and strangled during this relationship. It is time that I resume being who I am happy being and enjoying life. I thank all of you that have helped during all of this. It has meant alot. I have begun ot understand that perhaps a part of me that I chose not to listen to was already aware that this was done and it is enabling me to move on with a larger amount of ease than I would ever have expected. Meanwhile, the ex and I are going to work on building a friendship which should avoid any issues when I am in Seattle or if he comes down here to visit.
In the mean time I have begun to make more new friends that I am comfortable around, whether just hanging out or going out somewhere or chatting to online. I feel that alot of who I was, am and could be was smothered and strangled during this relationship. It is time that I resume being who I am happy being and enjoying life. I thank all of you that have helped during all of this. It has meant alot. I have begun ot understand that perhaps a part of me that I chose not to listen to was already aware that this was done and it is enabling me to move on with a larger amount of ease than I would ever have expected. Meanwhile, the ex and I are going to work on building a friendship which should avoid any issues when I am in Seattle or if he comes down here to visit.