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I'm kind of upset with my bf over something he's doing and, he knows he's doing it.
I've asked him not to RP with someone, because this person has caused me alot of strife in the past. What I mean is, this person used to be a stalker of mine. He'd harass me every day, make new characters just to try to get me to RP with him. Spread nasty rumors about me, so no one would want to RP with me, or tell me lies about people I'd RP with. Just so no one would RP with me and I'd be forced to RP with him and him alone.
Started a long time ago, and I moved on from it, but it still makes me all kinds of uncomfortable. I can't sleep at night, I toss and turn, I have constant stomach pain cause of the stress this is giving me.
I love my mate, he's one of the greatest guys I've ever met in my life, but this is really really bothering me. I've asked him 3 times not to RP with this guy, each time he stops for a few days, but then starts right back up. I dunno what to do anymore. It affects my mood so much that when I can RP, I don't even want to anymore, cause I'll think about it and make myself feel terrible.
There are times I get so depressed I ponder breaking up with him, just so its not a stress anymore. But I don't want to break up with one of the best guys I've dated, over something so stupid as RP. -_- It just feels like, my feelings don't matter, and that RP'ing with this creep is more important then me.
I can be miserable all on my own, I don't want to be in a relationship that is making me miserable. Does anyone have any advice as to what I should do. I'm so tired of sleeping 3-4 hours cause I toss and turn over how angry I am because of all of this.
I've asked him not to RP with someone, because this person has caused me alot of strife in the past. What I mean is, this person used to be a stalker of mine. He'd harass me every day, make new characters just to try to get me to RP with him. Spread nasty rumors about me, so no one would want to RP with me, or tell me lies about people I'd RP with. Just so no one would RP with me and I'd be forced to RP with him and him alone.
Started a long time ago, and I moved on from it, but it still makes me all kinds of uncomfortable. I can't sleep at night, I toss and turn, I have constant stomach pain cause of the stress this is giving me.
I love my mate, he's one of the greatest guys I've ever met in my life, but this is really really bothering me. I've asked him 3 times not to RP with this guy, each time he stops for a few days, but then starts right back up. I dunno what to do anymore. It affects my mood so much that when I can RP, I don't even want to anymore, cause I'll think about it and make myself feel terrible.
There are times I get so depressed I ponder breaking up with him, just so its not a stress anymore. But I don't want to break up with one of the best guys I've dated, over something so stupid as RP. -_- It just feels like, my feelings don't matter, and that RP'ing with this creep is more important then me.
I can be miserable all on my own, I don't want to be in a relationship that is making me miserable. Does anyone have any advice as to what I should do. I'm so tired of sleeping 3-4 hours cause I toss and turn over how angry I am because of all of this.