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Is it bad that I'd rather stay here for Christmas break? And by here I mean in the dorms or anywhere but Ferndale...I dunno, lately I've been feeling like this is more like home. I have a job here...I go to class here...I have my new friends here. I hate going back to my house...not because I hate my family or because I hate my house...I just don't like going back to Ferndale in general. Over Thanksgiving break the only people I saw were Dennis (who I see all the time anyways), Kelly, and Ashley Wynn. I mean...I'm really like dreading seeing everyone. I don't want to seem like a bitch...but I feel like Kelly in a way...if nobody makes the attempt to hang out then why even bother? Everybody has changed so much...and it's not like it's a bad thing, but we shouldn't try and force ourselves on one another. Idk. Maybe I'm crazy.
This Christmas is going to be so different for my family. My mom and her boyfriend...my dad and his girlfriend and her kids. Gosh. I'm actually going to have three different Christmas'.
My mom is also going up north I think...so over break I'm going to have people over. If anybody is interested.
Emily and I are finally hunting for apartments for next year. We kinda want a third person to join us, so anybody that's interested in this...let me know.
Working at the bar is hella fun. I make wads of cash every night, haha. But then I spend it. Maybe I should learn how to save?? I think so.
Anyways. That's all for now. It's time to watch a movie and snuggle up in my blankets.
This Christmas is going to be so different for my family. My mom and her boyfriend...my dad and his girlfriend and her kids. Gosh. I'm actually going to have three different Christmas'.
My mom is also going up north I think...so over break I'm going to have people over. If anybody is interested.
Emily and I are finally hunting for apartments for next year. We kinda want a third person to join us, so anybody that's interested in this...let me know.
Working at the bar is hella fun. I make wads of cash every night, haha. But then I spend it. Maybe I should learn how to save?? I think so.
Anyways. That's all for now. It's time to watch a movie and snuggle up in my blankets.