Woo, long passage of time!

[trikey]

Well! A lot has certainly happened since my posting on June 22nd. I had a wonderful 11 day trip with my Gatr from the 24th to the 5th of July. It was super fantastic and leaving was really hard. I had totally been a part of the family for that week and a half and I felt really welcome and cared about and all that sappy stuff that's important. Anywhoodles, after that there was a really rough ~2 week or so period. Really really low, maybe as low as early June. I admit by that point I had kinda grown hardened, so it was more of a "fuck everything" feeling than a 'wow, is this really happening?' feeling like it was in early June. It was rough. The end of July brought some interesting revelations. For a couple day period, I actually thought everything was going to be back to normal. I was hasty in making that assumption, so it was probably my fault. I dunno, the past week and a half has been super duper up and down and up and down and up and doooooown and it's been rough cause I kinda got used to it just being down all the time, haha.

Anyway, right now things are pretty okay. They could be better, perhaps, but they could be a hundred times worse too (I know from experience, heh). I'm not sure if I'm disappointed Summer is ending or happy, but...hopefully I will go into Reno and kick some butt. Before that, though, I've got one last trip with my Gatr. Hope it'll be a great one. Optimistic as always.

Until next time,

Trike