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Maybe its that time of year, or maybe I really have changed...
Its funny how you can look back on you life and 1 year ago you were such a different person. In comparison I am 100x greater than I was. I had no dirrection, no ambition, and no hope. I had that sinking feeling every day and would go to sleep praying to wake up in a different place. Wondering why my life was so dull and eventless. Wondering where it had all taken a turn....the wrong turn. I look back 6 years, back to when I was a freshman in college and its alot like my life now actualy. I transitioned into a part of existance I have never thought I would go. The simplicity of School and work made life fun. What did I have to care about besides where the next party was? I feel transitioned periodicaly. Life has come at me in waves...no, pulses...no. Heartbeats. Feelings of blood rushing through my veins. The looks I can feel myself giving. The clairity of though and the perfection of deafining silence.Motherfucker if I could only express in words what I could show in a stare. If I could take your hand and bring you through my eyes.
You ever get up really early on a snowy morning? Silence all around you, everything still. No footsteps to be seen. The world around you is still sleeping and everything on display is for your eyes only. Its as if each snowflake was put onto the ground so you (I) could notice its chaotic harmony.
Life is fun again. You know what made me realize that? It was 6:01pm and I was still at work. As insignifigant as that sounds its something huge to me. I do not hate my job, infact I kinda like it. Already I have a customer base that will call from all across the country and ask for me...and I have only been there 4 days. Its an amazing feeling when people thank you for going out of your way to make their day just a bit better and easier to deal with. My boss seems to think I am doing well also, always a good thing.
I found a place to live at last, and not a moment too soon either. I am going to be living in Medford right on the corner of 28 and 16. Its an amazing place. Huge rooms, laundry, walking distance to the train and Kappy's. I really couldn't find a better residence than this, and all for a great price.
If life were a wave in the ocean, I would be the guy paddling as fast as he could to try and get a piece before it crashed on the shore. The guy who would risk it all for a moment or pure beauty. The one who didn't look back to see how far he came, but who looked forward to see where he must be.
That statement sounds so cliche, but there is a reason it is even considered that in the first place.
O, house party on my birthday. Tell all your friends.
Its funny how you can look back on you life and 1 year ago you were such a different person. In comparison I am 100x greater than I was. I had no dirrection, no ambition, and no hope. I had that sinking feeling every day and would go to sleep praying to wake up in a different place. Wondering why my life was so dull and eventless. Wondering where it had all taken a turn....the wrong turn. I look back 6 years, back to when I was a freshman in college and its alot like my life now actualy. I transitioned into a part of existance I have never thought I would go. The simplicity of School and work made life fun. What did I have to care about besides where the next party was? I feel transitioned periodicaly. Life has come at me in waves...no, pulses...no. Heartbeats. Feelings of blood rushing through my veins. The looks I can feel myself giving. The clairity of though and the perfection of deafining silence.Motherfucker if I could only express in words what I could show in a stare. If I could take your hand and bring you through my eyes.
You ever get up really early on a snowy morning? Silence all around you, everything still. No footsteps to be seen. The world around you is still sleeping and everything on display is for your eyes only. Its as if each snowflake was put onto the ground so you (I) could notice its chaotic harmony.
Life is fun again. You know what made me realize that? It was 6:01pm and I was still at work. As insignifigant as that sounds its something huge to me. I do not hate my job, infact I kinda like it. Already I have a customer base that will call from all across the country and ask for me...and I have only been there 4 days. Its an amazing feeling when people thank you for going out of your way to make their day just a bit better and easier to deal with. My boss seems to think I am doing well also, always a good thing.
I found a place to live at last, and not a moment too soon either. I am going to be living in Medford right on the corner of 28 and 16. Its an amazing place. Huge rooms, laundry, walking distance to the train and Kappy's. I really couldn't find a better residence than this, and all for a great price.
If life were a wave in the ocean, I would be the guy paddling as fast as he could to try and get a piece before it crashed on the shore. The guy who would risk it all for a moment or pure beauty. The one who didn't look back to see how far he came, but who looked forward to see where he must be.
That statement sounds so cliche, but there is a reason it is even considered that in the first place.
O, house party on my birthday. Tell all your friends.