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I don't really have much to talk about. My dad's birthday was on the fourth.. uhm, yesterday was my seventh month aniversary with Ryan...and my birthday is really close. The 23rd, I shall be fourteen. And I am really dreading that day.. why? The fear of spending it alone again.. just.. for the past two year, my birthday has sucked.. Well, actually three years. But okay, so.. since I was ten, I've had bad birthdays, and this year, I just want to go to a park and swing on the swings all day. I don't know why, I just feel.. maybe if I spent this one alone, next years would be better. Because I know this one will be bad too, just a gut feeling I guess.... but, onto the next subject...
In school today, dear god. Last hour I was going crazy... I couldn't stop laughing, and saying obscene things.. like.. about ... crabs.. _< LEAVE ME ALONE!! RAWR!
And now I'ma go down to Jessica's, cool off, and talk.. =\...
Back, and talking to Ashley, and no, not my sister. The one that moved to North Carolina. When I get back to NY, she's gonna kidnap me for weeks. ee; We already have it planned, of course, the whole decison is up to my mom, but I'm sure she won't mind at all. oo; Then again, maybe.. I 'unno.. >.< I'll figure it out when I get home. o_o; But for now-- FUCKING CHAIN LETTERS! -Beats person who sent her one- <-< Oh uhm... Yeah.. but for now.. I'm go, and talk to Ashley s'more, so.. ciao.
Lisa <3
From .. two days ago I think...
I don't really have much to talk about. My dad's birthday was on the fourth.. uhm, yesterday was my seventh month aniversary with Ryan...and my birthday is really close. The 23rd, I shall be fourteen. And I am really dreading that day.. why? The fear of spending it alone again.. just.. for the past two year, my birthday has sucked.. Well, actually three years. But okay, so.. since I was ten, I've had bad birthdays, and this year, I just want to go to a park and swing on the swings all day. I don't know why, I just feel.. maybe if I spent this one alone, next years would be better. Because I know this one will be bad too, just a gut feeling I guess.... but, onto the next subject...
In school today, dear god. Last hour I was going crazy... I couldn't stop laughing, and saying obscene things.. like.. about ... crabs.. _< LEAVE ME ALONE!! RAWR!
And now I'ma go down to Jessica's, cool off, and talk.. =\...
Back, and talking to Ashley, and no, not my sister. The one that moved to North Carolina. When I get back to NY, she's gonna kidnap me for weeks. ee; We already have it planned, of course, the whole decison is up to my mom, but I'm sure she won't mind at all. oo; Then again, maybe.. I 'unno.. >.< I'll figure it out when I get home. o_o; But for now-- FUCKING CHAIN LETTERS! -Beats person who sent her one- <-< Oh uhm... Yeah.. but for now.. I'm go, and talk to Ashley s'more, so.. ciao.
Lisa <3
From .. two days ago I think...