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Nn, tis 9:58 and I’m already in fifth hour. Yeah, it’s a half-day. ¬¬; If this sub makes me do any work, I swear I will snap. I’m in a bad mood today. And I’m talking slow as hell for some odd reason. Mr. King. Pff, man, I’m not doing any work, and I just noticed that I sliced my pinky open on something. As I said, I’m not doing my work. -Throws it.- ¬¬ humph. My pinky hurts, I’m tired, and I’m irritable, when I get home, Lisa is just going to crash. ._.; My sub is nice, so I won’t be mean to him, he did nothing wrong.
Oh god, I got citizen of the month. How the hell did I get citizen of the month…? ME of all people. I’m mean, I glare at people, I’m quiet, I almost say nothing, and I do my work. It still amazes me. Mrs. Tyus had to take my picture this morning, she was struggling to get me to smile, and finally I did, just to get the stupid picture over with, and done. I wanted to hit her… but of course, I didn’t. Why must I be so… so… ARG… Why can’t I just act on impulse, why do I have to be so polite? And courteous? Why do I follow rules, and listen to other people, why can’t I just live my own life, and control it, instead of being the puppet I am. There are things that I will rebel on, but most the damn time, I listen to what everyone says, and do what they say, and I become the puppet Lisa once more. Why can’t I just stand up for myself, and be like I used to be? I’ve always been afraid of people. Somewhat, I could never get the courage to ask someone for something, or anything of that sort, not even family, I’d hesitate, then finally ask, after hours of thinking and pondering. I just give up… forget I even mentioned anything.
Now, I’m bored, and looking through random anime sites and taking little anime quizzes, for no apparent reason at all… So I’ll go. -_- before I die of boredom in this stupid class.
Oh god, I got citizen of the month. How the hell did I get citizen of the month…? ME of all people. I’m mean, I glare at people, I’m quiet, I almost say nothing, and I do my work. It still amazes me. Mrs. Tyus had to take my picture this morning, she was struggling to get me to smile, and finally I did, just to get the stupid picture over with, and done. I wanted to hit her… but of course, I didn’t. Why must I be so… so… ARG… Why can’t I just act on impulse, why do I have to be so polite? And courteous? Why do I follow rules, and listen to other people, why can’t I just live my own life, and control it, instead of being the puppet I am. There are things that I will rebel on, but most the damn time, I listen to what everyone says, and do what they say, and I become the puppet Lisa once more. Why can’t I just stand up for myself, and be like I used to be? I’ve always been afraid of people. Somewhat, I could never get the courage to ask someone for something, or anything of that sort, not even family, I’d hesitate, then finally ask, after hours of thinking and pondering. I just give up… forget I even mentioned anything.
Now, I’m bored, and looking through random anime sites and taking little anime quizzes, for no apparent reason at all… So I’ll go. -_- before I die of boredom in this stupid class.