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I dont know whats with me, i feel like i have a whole new persepective on life. everything can be good, even if it is really really bad.... well maybe not really really bad, but you know what i mean. it seems that if you live for the moment, and make an extra effort to be happy, it can happen with relative ease. the only catch is that you really must want to be happy. i mean this is what was holding me back for so long. i was stuck in a place where i couldnt be happy because i was just expecting it to come. a person is the ONLY one responsible for their emotions. nothing that anyone says or does can change that. if some lil' bitch comes up to you and calls you a fat good for nuthin' somethin' or other, you can be really angry about it, or just laugh it off because she has nothing better to do than belittle people to make herself feel better about being a shallow whore. point being, a conscience decision must be made.
wow, ok i'm not sure if all of that made much sense, but it will do for now, i'll look over it later and sort out my good ideas from the bad.
remember to make jenn watch 'as good as it gets'....
i went to vermont today. jenn and i went to the apple barn which was some cute little country store.... we bought so much food including real maple syrup (4 different kinds!) buttermilk pancake mix, cider dounuts, creamcicle and walnut chocoalte fudge, blueberry sticks and last but not least strawberry creamcheese crossants. yummy yummy in my tummy. when we pulled out of the parking lot we were taken back by a beautiful little streak of a rainbow. it was poking its face through the clouds and just over the top of the mountain. sigh.....i love life.
wow, ok i'm not sure if all of that made much sense, but it will do for now, i'll look over it later and sort out my good ideas from the bad.
remember to make jenn watch 'as good as it gets'....
i went to vermont today. jenn and i went to the apple barn which was some cute little country store.... we bought so much food including real maple syrup (4 different kinds!) buttermilk pancake mix, cider dounuts, creamcicle and walnut chocoalte fudge, blueberry sticks and last but not least strawberry creamcheese crossants. yummy yummy in my tummy. when we pulled out of the parking lot we were taken back by a beautiful little streak of a rainbow. it was poking its face through the clouds and just over the top of the mountain. sigh.....i love life.