i am a geek
so these things ive been thinking, ive finally began to understand.
i know whats going on with me know, and i have proof that what i know its true.
Yeah but anyways,
I hate how there are those naive teens out there who act like heartbreak is some kind of show we put on. Like, they will go out with someone, and then get dumped, and act like their heart has been broken. Then go out with another person and do the same. They just keep repeating themselves and each time gets more dramatic and less realistic and believeable. They think its cool to be heartbroken, when i myself know i would give anything in the world not to be. And im sure you would to. But you wouldnt give up the love that you had with that person. Just wish it didnt hurt afterward.
are me and garin the only people that that bothers, or even noticed?
together weve all become some kind of steriotype. we all act a certain way, because people have began to believe that theres only one way to be cool. ugh i hate that word. nothings cool really, like what makes something cool and not the other? if you have an answer to that, what makes that cool? honestly, everythings fukcing equal. it might not be fair, but nothings better than anything else.
ahh reminds me of this line i used to believe
"all is fair in love and war"
i used to live by that line. i thought it was true so i acted out the part and let things go.
but now something real comes along and knocks me off my feet and i dont want to believe it. im not going to live that way, im going to fight IN war, to get the love that i want. theres one person out there for me and i know it. i already know them. but i completly disagree that its fair because whats happenening hurts. and usually when somehting is fair, you dont care, and let it slide by. we all have our own opinions, not one of them is wrong. there are a bunch of sides to the story, and they all contain SOME truth.
Haha, i dont even know if i make sense. I absolutly hate it when i cannot eplain things. Happens to me pretty often, probibly why most people cant understand me, and why its hard for me to get close to people these days. i think im having problems expressing myself. i sound like a complete geek, but its true, and i am one anyways.
i know whats going on with me know, and i have proof that what i know its true.
Yeah but anyways,
I hate how there are those naive teens out there who act like heartbreak is some kind of show we put on. Like, they will go out with someone, and then get dumped, and act like their heart has been broken. Then go out with another person and do the same. They just keep repeating themselves and each time gets more dramatic and less realistic and believeable. They think its cool to be heartbroken, when i myself know i would give anything in the world not to be. And im sure you would to. But you wouldnt give up the love that you had with that person. Just wish it didnt hurt afterward.
are me and garin the only people that that bothers, or even noticed?
together weve all become some kind of steriotype. we all act a certain way, because people have began to believe that theres only one way to be cool. ugh i hate that word. nothings cool really, like what makes something cool and not the other? if you have an answer to that, what makes that cool? honestly, everythings fukcing equal. it might not be fair, but nothings better than anything else.
ahh reminds me of this line i used to believe
"all is fair in love and war"
i used to live by that line. i thought it was true so i acted out the part and let things go.
but now something real comes along and knocks me off my feet and i dont want to believe it. im not going to live that way, im going to fight IN war, to get the love that i want. theres one person out there for me and i know it. i already know them. but i completly disagree that its fair because whats happenening hurts. and usually when somehting is fair, you dont care, and let it slide by. we all have our own opinions, not one of them is wrong. there are a bunch of sides to the story, and they all contain SOME truth.
Haha, i dont even know if i make sense. I absolutly hate it when i cannot eplain things. Happens to me pretty often, probibly why most people cant understand me, and why its hard for me to get close to people these days. i think im having problems expressing myself. i sound like a complete geek, but its true, and i am one anyways.