May 26, 2006 00:03
there is no right or wrong, this is only progression or stagnation. if i came back to arizona would i be missing out on some different experience? i concede the point that the familiarity and support from friends in tucson would better help me zero in on what should be my focus: school. or do i just see that as a course of action because it's easy?
or maybe i'm just afraid i'll lose the already shrinking pool of friends i do have and i feel like any new ones i made wouldn't mean as much.
i don't want to do what i was doing before. i'm not going to try to relive my late teen years. but is going back there going to be a step forward, at all?