Okay, meh. You know, I really hate not getting ALL the details for shit, ya know, kinda like the whole room sharing thing, or people who take and like, I dunno, sleep fucking 10 hours etc at a con
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first, don't worry - this is the last you'll hear from me, I just wanted a chance to defend myself and apologize for our last meeting.
You had told me the night before that if the drama between Laryu and Salem didn't stop (meaning, if Salem didn't let me hang out with Laryu), then nobody wanted the drama anymore and to stay away from them. 'Them' being you, Key, and Laryu.
We tried to end the drama. I went up to Laryu and told him that there was just one way for it to work, and that was if he apologized to Salem for slamming the door in his face, like I made Salem apologize for being an asshole the first time him and Laryu fought (by the way, Salem was the only one who apologized then. Laryu said okay and dropped it, even though both sides said bad things). He (Laryu) told me that he didn't think he was the one who needed to apologize this time. While I understand this, that meant he just pissed on the ONLY chance for our friendship (mine with everyone else's, including his). He threw it away as if it were trash, because he wouldn't apologize. That's how much my friendship meant to him - absolutely nothing. Add to that the fact that I just lost everyone else's friendships as well because of something I was trying my damdest to fix and didn't even do, and maybe (hopefully) you can see why I was upset. I felt like you were rubbing it in my face when you came down to talk to Salem, since you were the one who told me if he didn't fix things with Laryu, then I couldn't talk to or hang out with anyone (including you) anymore.
Now, that still doesn't excuse the way I acted towards you - I was just shooting the messenger. And hell, maybe I'm remembering it wrong. Fuck if I know. Still, no matter how hurt and confused I felt, it doesn't give me the right to act like a bitch.
I'm sorry (and no, I don't expect that to fix anything).
Also, you don't have to apologize to me for acting like a bitch, considering the circumstances, I do forgive you for the bullshit that Salem has put you through, you shouldn't have to suffer because of is dickwittery.
Well, I wasn't going to say anything, but fuck it, I hurt too much to care.
Honestly, I did what I could, was as patient as I could be, and either way, Salem and Laryu were both immature over this endevor, sorry, but Salem moreso, being jealous and frankly paranoid at the WHOLE situation.
Though, I told Key and Laryu that if you were so adamant about staying with Salem that I might give you a second chance at being my friend, this was well before the con, but if you were going to be latched upon him like a tumor, then I'd have nothing to do with you, and espeically him, as he proved once again to be an astounding douchbag when he got all immaturely upset simply by you being around Laryu. Honestly, that kind of reaction and attitude is middle schooler, and there's NO excuse for it. He's and adult, and even last year, he proved he couldn't act like one. If you decision is to stay with him, so be it, I do not want, nor need a friend who will back someone up like that, no matter how much you 'love' him.
Either way, I'm through. Last year was enough stress, and then this year was MORE then enough. If you want to follow him hand in hand, like some love lost fool, go right ahead. We've ALL expressed our distaste and dislike of Salems actions, TIME and TIME again, you've made you're choices, we've made yours.
Whatever you choose to do, so be it, and I wish YOU, not him the best of luck. Frankly, if it wouldn't have caused him to completely assplode all over me, you and whoever, I would have honestly told him to go die, in a fire, made of aids and fail for the drama storm. But, I wanted to save YOU any undo stress, as he seems to bring ti down on you.
So yeah, take care, I hope it all works out, but otherwise, you can tell Salem, for me, that next year if he causes shit, like he did this year, that I WILL take matters of legal and con security for his childish antics.
Take care, and hopefully you'll wisen up, and dump his ass, though I don't see that happening.
You had told me the night before that if the drama between Laryu and Salem didn't stop (meaning, if Salem didn't let me hang out with Laryu), then nobody wanted the drama anymore and to stay away from them. 'Them' being you, Key, and Laryu.
We tried to end the drama. I went up to Laryu and told him that there was just one way for it to work, and that was if he apologized to Salem for slamming the door in his face, like I made Salem apologize for being an asshole the first time him and Laryu fought (by the way, Salem was the only one who apologized then. Laryu said okay and dropped it, even though both sides said bad things). He (Laryu) told me that he didn't think he was the one who needed to apologize this time. While I understand this, that meant he just pissed on the ONLY chance for our friendship (mine with everyone else's, including his). He threw it away as if it were trash, because he wouldn't apologize. That's how much my friendship meant to him - absolutely nothing. Add to that the fact that I just lost everyone else's friendships as well because of something I was trying my damdest to fix and didn't even do, and maybe (hopefully) you can see why I was upset. I felt like you were rubbing it in my face when you came down to talk to Salem, since you were the one who told me if he didn't fix things with Laryu, then I couldn't talk to or hang out with anyone (including you) anymore.
Now, that still doesn't excuse the way I acted towards you - I was just shooting the messenger. And hell, maybe I'm remembering it wrong. Fuck if I know. Still, no matter how hurt and confused I felt, it doesn't give me the right to act like a bitch.
I'm sorry (and no, I don't expect that to fix anything).
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Also, you don't have to apologize to me for acting like a bitch, considering the circumstances, I do forgive you for the bullshit that Salem has put you through, you shouldn't have to suffer because of is dickwittery.
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Honestly, I did what I could, was as patient as I could be, and either way, Salem and Laryu were both immature over this endevor, sorry, but Salem moreso, being jealous and frankly paranoid at the WHOLE situation.
Though, I told Key and Laryu that if you were so adamant about staying with Salem that I might give you a second chance at being my friend, this was well before the con, but if you were going to be latched upon him like a tumor, then I'd have nothing to do with you, and espeically him, as he proved once again to be an astounding douchbag when he got all immaturely upset simply by you being around Laryu. Honestly, that kind of reaction and attitude is middle schooler, and there's NO excuse for it. He's and adult, and even last year, he proved he couldn't act like one. If you decision is to stay with him, so be it, I do not want, nor need a friend who will back someone up like that, no matter how much you 'love' him.
Either way, I'm through. Last year was enough stress, and then this year was MORE then enough. If you want to follow him hand in hand, like some love lost fool, go right ahead. We've ALL expressed our distaste and dislike of Salems actions, TIME and TIME again, you've made you're choices, we've made yours.
Whatever you choose to do, so be it, and I wish YOU, not him the best of luck. Frankly, if it wouldn't have caused him to completely assplode all over me, you and whoever, I would have honestly told him to go die, in a fire, made of aids and fail for the drama storm. But, I wanted to save YOU any undo stress, as he seems to bring ti down on you.
So yeah, take care, I hope it all works out, but otherwise, you can tell Salem, for me, that next year if he causes shit, like he did this year, that I WILL take matters of legal and con security for his childish antics.
Take care, and hopefully you'll wisen up, and dump his ass, though I don't see that happening.
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