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i've gotten accepted into graduate school. It starts August 25th in san francisco. M.A. in east-west psychology,
except, im a tad frighten still. i feel like im being called - always moving towards this one moment.
the one second that will span an eternity. absorbing time displacing space.
im scared. i miss my dad , and i feel like a child. this isn't the case physically though. i can grow a beard now. how modest. how backwards.
except i wouldn't be here unless there was merit in my past.. unless i belonged here. i just want to scream at the universe. i read this sentence. it said wonderful things, but i can't find it.
oh god, why was i born? i am a man-child. thresholds beset me
except, im a tad frighten still. i feel like im being called - always moving towards this one moment.
the one second that will span an eternity. absorbing time displacing space.
im scared. i miss my dad , and i feel like a child. this isn't the case physically though. i can grow a beard now. how modest. how backwards.
except i wouldn't be here unless there was merit in my past.. unless i belonged here. i just want to scream at the universe. i read this sentence. it said wonderful things, but i can't find it.
oh god, why was i born? i am a man-child. thresholds beset me