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my roommate is sick and im in a fight with my mom... about moving. today she asked if i would be mad if we moved to fucking portanld.. or mayme seattle... and then she asked about chicago. i told her they need to decide so i can figure out if my summer is fucked over or not. i have plans already underway... and now i have to move days/a multitude of hours away.
maybe i should just get drunk this weekend. atleast then i could concentrate of the hangover rather than my anger.
fuck. i do bottle it all up until i explode. i was right after all.
someone just decide so i can refuse to leave until i want to this time... unlike last time where i barely got to say goodbye. atleast then i could make new friends. if we move to seattle/portland/VA... there is a slim chance that i will just sit at home and drink. atleast chicago i have c-line.
fuck moving.
maybe i should just get drunk this weekend. atleast then i could concentrate of the hangover rather than my anger.
fuck. i do bottle it all up until i explode. i was right after all.
someone just decide so i can refuse to leave until i want to this time... unlike last time where i barely got to say goodbye. atleast then i could make new friends. if we move to seattle/portland/VA... there is a slim chance that i will just sit at home and drink. atleast chicago i have c-line.
fuck moving.