unpredictable attitude at 4am

[tried_my_best]

well lately just been hanging out with jess which is always fun...we always have many laughs. wow we took pictures that she is gonna put on her live journal of me! haha wow they're funny. but today kind of sucked. went out to lunch with the family and waited for austin to call but he never did but i talked to him online for a little bit. tried calling him multiple times today and every time i called he couldn't talk. which i guess isn't his fault its just that i really wanted to hang out with him tonight and at the least just talk to him. but whatever i guess it will just have to be some other time. but yea so today i didn't even talk to him for an hour all together. wow....i don't know what to think.
so my day kind of sucked but i'm just soo confused about soo much. hmm...kind of sucks. and to top it all off i still "kind of" grounded. well enough of my complaining. i guess i'll go and watch this movie Angus. later...

<3 lauren