Long Time, No Post...

May 20, 2009 07:46

Fix'ed.

Ok... so alot & alot of nothing has been happening.
Wedding is still a go.
Stuff is nuts in that field.
Everything is still kinda hazy (so, we'll all have to play it by ear, and just go with it.)

If we're talking about mix-ups and confusion let me just relate that as of tomorrow night... not tonight, but Thursday night I shall not be sleeping with Erin... for I'm told tis' tradition for the Bride and Groom to not share the same bed, or house apprently the night before their wedding... the 4 years before that, WHATEVER... but Thursday, I sleep over somewhere else, while Erin get's drunk @ a bar/hotel with her best friend.

Trust me, it's not me being jelious, it's every shade of me not wanting to sleep over at Erin's friends' house. I don't do that sort of thing. But I AM doing it so... whtever.

Um... I've been playing too many video games (WOW) to get anything else done really, and I work most days, when I'm not working or playing, I'm playing (D&D)...

POWERS: Season 2 should be ready to go as soon as I get a cast and some characters all figured out.

I think I'm gonna start trying to loose weight again. I'm large.
Um... Stuff... yeah... I got nadda.

I know I should eb excited about the wedding, but My brain is an @$$#OLE!... And little things just catch me... And I knoW I'm a hypocrite for having any issues with the wedding, cause I didn't DO anything for it... except find a dry cleaner, pay for the licence, make a few mix cds, etc. But I just feel that the wedding isin't even really what Erin wants it to be... like we're beholden to her family because they're paying for everyhting... which I din't ask em to do... and really everytime they suffer through paying for something they kind of insist on changin it, and things becoem MORE expensive. My family has done jack about the wedding, but did give me a truck (which makes it Erin's truck, don't let her tell you it isn't hers)...

It's just that my goal in a wedding (pardon, my dream wedding) woudl have been a small affair in judges chambers, with a casual party afterwards... not a court wedding 2 hours away with a day & a half of waiting around for a (seemingly) massive BBQ/Picknick that's going to last (fingers crossed) for 6+ hours untill a Keg party that'll last for ??? hours, and (hopefully) get people stranded without a place to stay (I'll know how that feels, lulz)...

I'm just being negative becasue that's what I do in the face of uncertainty, Erin hates it but it only ever leads to exactly what I expected, or happy surprizes...

I apprently had a lot to say that I didn't realize... I guess I've been internalizing... man, I want McDonalds... that's some shitty food for a shitty mood.

(focus)

I will not fear. Fear is the mind killer.

LET'S DO THIS.
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